He bit my flesh, slapped my face, almost ripped hair out of my head, temporarily cut off my air supply......

and I got off on it.

Of course in the moment I don't think about it but I admit that days later I do sit here and wonder why I want it.

One thing I have learned: So far, not ONE man who enjoys s&m is long term relationship material. Will I be forced to choose one or the other?

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